Dedicated to someone, somewhere.....

Late in the night, as I lie on my bed
Restless, tossing and turning
As the fire in my heart keeps me awake
I sleep not, and yet dream of you
My friend. My love. My desire.
As the bottled up passion roars like a lion
Threatening to tear me apart
To throw me off the fringes of sanity:
I dream to hold you. Kiss you. Love you.
My bed seems inadequate, unable to offer me any calm.


You lie in another corner of the world.
A world so similar, and yet so different, from mine.
As if a reflection of you and me.
You. So pure, angelic, serenity and innocence personified-
A white rose. I dare not touch it
For fear of corrupting it.
So sleep, my sweetheart, and dream in your lovely sleep
Blissfully ignorant, of the feelings I have for you
As I lie awake here, and wonder
Do you ever see me in your dreams?

Home

The rejoicing fades away

As I walk my path

Away-

From the place where it all happened

The place where I was victorious,

The place, where I rejoiced,

With them,

Upon my fallen adversaries.

But now I must walk.

Away from the rejoice, from them

Away from the battlefield, my glory

I walk. Because I have to.

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At the end of the road it waits for me.

My destiny. So different from the battlefield.

There may not be any cozy beds for me.

Or a nice meal waiting.

No one awaiting my path,

To welcome me inside.

But I still call it: Home.

Quotable quotes

I was just updating my orkut profile when i thought of updating some of the most memorable(to me) quotes I've heard(being addressed to me) in my life :D So here goes:

No 2: Don't play such cheap tricks on me.
No 1(4 months b4 the above): No 2 might be your Paro, but I'm your Chandramukhi.
No 3: You are a gr8 frnd.
No 4: Grow up, kiddo. Who the hell u think u are?
No 2(after a year): Don't u dare ever talk to me again!
No 3(after 2 yrs): Toke biswash na korle aar kake korbo bol?(Translation: Whom do I trust if I don't trust you?)
No 5: Ki kamaal ka poems lekho tumi! Hats off to u!!
No 2 (after yet another year): Sagnik, I think I miss you.
No 4 (after leaving college, almost every other day now): Sag Singh!!
No 6: I'm not in ******(an assoc). U mistaking me with sumone else?(which actually I did :p)
No 5: I think I like u more than Sap or Soms.
No 5 (probably jealous at finding me spending much of my time with my senior who was in her final sem): Na, u got tym u spend it with whomsoever u like na! Y do u need me...
No 7: Temme something about yourself.(with an accent)
No 7: I want an elder brother!
No 2 (on a card on my 21st B'day): U will always retain a special place in my heart.
No 8 (on hearing I'm single): This is the biggest joke I've heard in a long time!
No 3 (when i was pretty f***ed up): U can share with me, u know. If u share, you'll find that the pains lessen.
No 9: How many girlfriends do you have? And don't u lie to me.
No 10: Lazy Pig!!
N0 9(after 6 months): You have a heart of gold. Hence my advices are not compatible with you.
No 10: IS this all you eat? No wonder you are all skin and bones.
No 11: I dunno why I am such a bitch, but I know I am one.
No 2 (2 days ago): You have changed.
No 9: Maar dalungi!!
No 5: Letz just remain friends.

(All the girls mentioned here: Plz don't mind)

Disillusioned

When the castle of faith crumbles
And the bubble of belief collapses
Where does one go?
When loyalty cries of betrayal
And trust decays
Whom does one turn to?
When love becomes poison
And fire runs through the veins
What does one do?
Where lies the path
For the disillusioned?

A Transition from Optimistic to Pessimistic

The light shines down bright
Upon the path
For those who have one.
I have none.
They talk of hope, love, compassion
And of the good things in life;
They make me laugh.
I believed them, once
Saw the world with rosy eyes
Till they got burnt.
No hope for the damned like me
No silver lining, either
When the clouds are of fire
There are no Gods, nor salvation
For the likes of me.

A Transition from Pessimistic to Optimistic

I try to look through the clouds
Into the skies beyond
Where the sun is shining
In his majestic glory.
I can't. I've been avoiding
The sun for so long
That I now remember not
What he looked like.
I keep trying nevertheless.
I try, perhaps for the first time
to nurse my wounds
old, some dating back to eons
Festering, kept open by my own self;
Now they are hard to heal.
I try, nonetheless.
I had smiled, too often,
To hide my tears
Now I smile without tears.


The World doesn't change
Only my view has
I've looked through a smoked glass
A time too long
Now I intend to make it transparent.

Adieu

Standing on the seashore
Looking at the obscure stars.
The waves wash away
My footprints on the sand;
The sun inches towards dawn.
I look at the sea. Endless.
For me as well as those who succeed me.
Soon, the day will wipe out any trace
That this night ever existed.
Only the dew on the grass, and my memories
Its last remnants.

(This was my poem for the college yearbook)